I can’t believe this is the end for me.
The truth just can’t be told. No matter how bad it gets. I can’t think of
any other ways I could have dealt with it. It’s too much for my poor parents
who invest their lives into my education. What should I have done? Was there
any other way? The punishment I deserves because the school wouldn't understand
why I have to do what I did.
I wish with all my heart now if I could have
a laugh with my classmates in a lesson we all complained too sleepy for. I miss my lessons...
Two years ago, I wanted to leave so badly
but the only reason I decided to stay is because I have amazing teachers and
friendships that are too precious to let go. Plus the fact that the Geog/Econ dept dedicated an unofficial "office" to me. I actually love going to school so much!
Anyway, it's not like I won't see them for next few weeks. Just felt like a moment of contemplation since I can't have the Last day of school anymore.
